how is he feeling? it's a weird thing to consider.]
Never really spoke to any of the people involved.
[so it's a matter of who he is. the person he always tried to become, the person he's so thoroughly convinced most people that he is, the person he hates himself for being—someone who feels nothing over death because it's so commonplace, because it's a waste of emotions, because it has nothing to do with his sister?
or is he still the sum of the humanity that he couldn't kill; the boy who still naively wishes he could save every life?]
... Is it weird to say that being a participant was easier, though?
[and sei knows it's not because whole ass wasn't a giant shitstorm on fire.]
no subject
how is he feeling? it's a weird thing to consider.]
Never really spoke to any of the people involved.
[so it's a matter of who he is. the person he always tried to become, the person he's so thoroughly convinced most people that he is, the person he hates himself for being—someone who feels nothing over death because it's so commonplace, because it's a waste of emotions, because it has nothing to do with his sister?
or is he still the sum of the humanity that he couldn't kill; the boy who still naively wishes he could save every life?]
... Is it weird to say that being a participant was easier, though?
[and sei knows it's not because whole ass wasn't a giant shitstorm on fire.]